This week, our prompt from
Bonnie was.."God will make a way" Please pull up a chair and join us, because sometimes we all get a little lost and need a reminder that HE really will make a way...
There is a saying, that within us there is a door waiting to be opened. A hidden place. Maybe a place that needs grace, love and healing. Or just a place where forgotten dreams have been stored.
Either one, there is still a door. And it is probably closed, maybe even locked and the key thrown away!
In the quite, there might be a knock. Is it you knocking to be let out, or is it someone else trying to get in? But there is most definitely a knocking sound. Sometimes, it is easy to ignore and get busy with life...but then, life gets hard and we end up back at the door.
There is a
picture of Jesus knocking at a door waiting to be let in. If you have never let HIM into your heart, it is very possible that this your door. And I would so urge you to do so.
However, if you have already let HIM in, then the door maybe somewhere HE has led you.
This is the case for me. I have been wondering around in a room that I had forgotten about and had no desire to visit again. But here I am. And I am not alone. There is healing and grace and love...there is still sadness, but so much more gratefulness than I realized.
This room..do I dare share..this is the best description of this room:
"Uh... I don't know. It was like... falling into a hole.
It was like falling into a hole,and it keeps getting bigger and
bigger, ..and you can't get out,and then, ...all of a sudden, it's
inside...and you're the hole, and you're trapped, and it's all
over. Something like that. And it's not really scary, except it
is when you think back on it.'Cause you know what you were
feeling strange and new..." ~ Conrad, Ordinary People
I was a junior in high school. And sitting in the dark auditorium, the person on stage was describing me. I sat there and knew I could so easily end up where he did...attempted suicide. However, I didn't try, not then...it would be seven years later.
Nothing messy, or painful...you see I am a wimp and a scaredy cat!!
It was after my divorce, in a bubble bath and I thought...if I could just slip under the bubbles....and I did. Then, I will never forget it, my soul cried out and God pulled me out of the water.
I have NEVER shared this with anyone, until 3 days ago when I told my husband. (and now you)
There are places, moments, that change your life forever. This is one of mine.
We like to travel as a family and I love taking pictures of paths we walk. Maybe it is because I know where I have been, and I like to have a reminder as to where HE has taken me.
Some of the paths are straight and lead into pure beauty and wonder.
Some are mysterious and not well lit.
Some are rocky and slippery.
But all of them, I have heard Jesus say...Come follow ME.
So, I am back in the auditorium, but this time I KNOW that I am not
alone with my secret...and HE shows me love, grace and healing. HE
holds out his hand and says...Come, this way, there is still so much to
see.
You will still have dark days, but I am here. I will be your
light. I will be your hiding place.
Come, follow Me.
And I do, even on my dark days...